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23rd November 2008 - Trials and Tribulations
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Nov. 23rd, 2008 | 11:06 pm
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Feb. 5th, 2009 02:53 am (UTC)
I won't know what my summer schedule will be til march because i'm going to be driving mindy to her classes so I have to work them around that.
I think she's just confused as to why you don't like her, but i kind of think it's just a huge miscommunication. she said she tried to be nice/reason with you but i don't know, it's obviously beyond that, she just feels you never gave her a chance i guess.
it honestly never occurred to me to read your journal until i saw you, because i just kind of accepted that you didnt want me in your life. i thought maybe your livejournal would provide me with some information to tide my impulse, so to speak. it may have been juvenile, but i felt what you wrote was a little of the same caliber, and i don't know, i wanted to make it so that i could run into you without exchanging a mutual look of shock and horror. as for lindsay, again, i didn't mean to involve her. i just said somethin like "lol look what jenna wrote" and it i guess just eradicated some feelings of unfairness to her.
but, i really miss having you as a friend and i don't want there to be anything negative in any aspect of my life, even if it's buried in time. i wish lindsay felt the same way, but i guess both of you feel it's futile (which is fine) and i apologize if you (or her) feel i contributed to it in any way. i feel like i should say more but i don't want to beat a dead horse.
Feb. 5th, 2009 05:34 am (UTC)
I don't know, I just kind of lost interest in being friends after Saturday night. I know you are well intentioned and I am sure you have changed, but this all seems a little ridiculous. Every time we have ever tried to make this friendship work it has ended poorly. Very poorly. Fire and brimstone poorly.
As far as Lindsay goes, every interaction I have ever had with her was a condescending note sent to me over the internet. First it was some thing about Matthew, then just normal snide comments, and now this. I am just tired of it. If she is this obnoxious over the internet, I have no desire to talk to her in real life.
Maybe we will run into each other and it wont be awkward. Maybe it will. I don't really know. I don't really care. I am not going to be shitty to you in public, I promise. I am just tired of this.
Feb. 5th, 2009 05:50 am (UTC)
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